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The Ministry building above from which Tan took his life from the 15th Floor

Internal Audit Chief of the Mineral Department fell to his death from the 15^th Floor of the Natural Resources and Environmental Ministry building. Police have classified the case as sudden death.
The victim, Tan Sing Kiong; The choice of life and death is always yours

Putrajaya Police OCPD Supt Mohd Khalil Kader Mohd said that the victim Tan Sing Kiong 48 was believed to have fallen from the 15^th floor at 11.45am on Friday morning.

He was just transferred from the Labuan office to Putrajaya last month. Police would try to get more information regarding the victim’s health prior to the incident. According to colleagues in the department, Tan was seen restless after clocking in in the morning and was seen going to the toilet several times.
and here is a more detailed account from NST

Civil servant falls to death in Putrajaya's first suicide case

11 Aug 2006; Deborah Loh and Hamidah Atan ;PUTRAJAYA, FRI.:

An auditor with a Government department had looked pale and disoriented when a colleague bumped into him in a washroom this morning.

One-and-a-half hours later, Tan Sing Kiong, 48, was found sprawled faced down on a pavement in front of the 17-storey Natural Resources and Environment Ministry building.

He is believed to have fallen to his death about 11.45am from either the 14th or 15th floor of the building where his office is located. He was clad in a pair of black trousers, light blue long-sleeved shirt and a red tie.

Tan, who was with the National Audit Department, had been on secondment with the ministry since March.

He is said to have been battling depression and was on anti-depressants.

His wife, Yap Joo Teng, a schoolteacher in Cyberjaya, rushed to the scene and appeared shocked over the incident. As reporters approached her, she asked to be left alone as she spoke on her mobile phone.

Her three sons joined her shortly. The eldest is believed to be a university student while the other two were in secondary school. They, too, were in shock and stared in silence at the spot where their father’s body had been earlier.

Tan had enjoyed a game of badminton the evening before his death and was in good spirits, a friend who requested anonymity said. However, according to Nur Ikram Aziz, a ministry employee, Tan had looked disoriented and pale when met in the washroom this morning.

Putrajaya police chief Supt Mohd Khalil Kader Mohd told reporters that police would get Tan’s medical records from doctors who had been treating him at Putrajaya Hospital.

“At this stage, there does not seem to be any foul play but we will continue to investigate,” Mohd Khalil said.

He said if Tan’s death was a suicide, then it would the first such case in Putrajaya.

Tan’s superior, Deputy Auditor-General Datuk Azizah Arshad said Tan had served with the department for 20 years. He had been asking to be transferred back to Kuching, his hometown, but there were no vacancies.

“We know that he had been receiving treatment for some time but his condition had never affected his work. Whenever I asked him how he was, he would always tell me that he was okay.”

Azizah said the department would offer to pay for the funeral expenses and provide other assistance to the family.

the STAR has a more concise report:

Saturday August 12, 2006

Audit chief dies in fall from office building

PUTRAJAYA: The head of internal audit of the Natural Resources and Environment Ministry fell to his death from the 14th floor of the building.

Tan Sing Kiong, 48, was found on the ground floor at 11.45am.

Putrajaya OCPD Supt Mohd Khalil Kader Mohd said Tan’s death has been classified as sudden death.

Tan leaves behind wife Yap Joo Teng, a teacher at a school in Cyberjaya, and three sons aged between 13 and 18.

Tan’s 15-year-old son Alvin, who was at the scene with his brothers and mother, said his father’s constant advice to him was to take care of the family if anything happened to him.

“My father was always stressed out at work and was under medication,” he said.

Also at the scene was Deputy Auditor-General Datuk Azizah Arshad who said Tan had wanted a transfer to Kuching after his secondment to Putrajaya but his request could not be granted as there was no vacancy.

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Our deepest condolences must be to the victim’s family in their hour of grief and loss.

Remember life implies death, and death implies life.

Death is greatly misunderstood as being the end of it all, of coming too soon, sporadically at the right time, not being justified, and all of it never, never having been created by the soul, let alone being respected as such. Death always seems to be something just out of your understanding, responsibility, control and power. This is completely inaccurate.

Death is transformation - from one way of being into another. Each individual soul creates its own life and transformation. Death is a part of the life process during which a being decides to withdraw life force from the life-sustaining systems and organs of the body in order to transform and move into another focus. Death is created by the individual for many reasons; each case is unique. Some of the reasons include: fear and departure of life fully lived in the body, completion of life and it's purpose in the current physical vehicle - which include the desire to experience another mode of operation.

There's no predetermination, only free will along a vast spectrum of nested aspects of God. So we experience suffering only to learn how to avoid it. Our experience learning through various challenges like debilitating diseases set up in advance (this is a kind of evolutionary or pre-birth choice). Some people enjoy exploring all sorts of pain. It's a choice of experience.

In each life you choose and create your own settings or environments; and in this one you chose your parents and whatever childhood incidents that came within your experience. You wrote the script. Like a true absent minded professor, the conscious self forgets all this, however, so when tragedy appears in the script, difficulty or challenges, the conscious self looks for someone or something to blame.

You form your experience; you form your past, your present, and your future. You are responsible for each daily moment, individually and en masse.

En masse, your beliefs bring about the world conditions that you know. Individually, they form your intimate daily life. You are given the gifts of the gods. Your beliefs become reality. What you believe in, it becomes real in your experience. There are no other rules. There is no area in your life to which this does not apply.

You make your own reality: your dreaming reality, your waking reality, and all realities in which you have existence. There are no accidents. Your joys come from you, and your successes, and your failure, or what you think of as failure.

You are in physical existence to learn and understand that your energy, translated into feelings, thoughts and emotions, causes all experience. THERE ARE NO EXCEPTIONS.

You create your own reality. You form your experience according to your thoughts, emotions, and beliefs. Whatever you focus on in your mind will be materialized in your life. If you want to change your reality, you must first change the thoughts and emotions that you focus upon.

Death - Is Suicide is an option?

Death is therefore as creative as birth, as necessary for action and consciousness, in your terms.

Rest assures that death is another beginning. A death is just a night to his soul. He had lived before and will live again.

In the entire fabric of your existence, this life is a brilliant, eternally unique and precious portion, but only a portion, from which you emerge with joy and understanding whether you die tomorrow or in years to come. The choice of life and death is always yours.

There is always a reason to realize that each soul is making these decisions is a beautiful, healing and freeing experience.

Death, however, does not exist in those terms. In the dawn of physical existence, men knew that death was merely a change of form.

No man dies unless he wants to die, and for a much better reason than that you want him to. There is always some conscious recognition, however, though the individual may play tricks with himself and pretend it is not there. Even animals sense their dying ahead of time and on that level man or woman is no different.

Many more human beings are aware of their impending deaths than is generally known. It seems, perhaps, easier to have no conscious idea of the year or time that death might occur. Unconsciously of course each man and woman knows, and yet hides the knowledge.

The knowledge is usually hidden for many reasons, but the fact of death, personal death, is never forgotten.

Sometimes you may think that suicide as ignominious and passive, but of war as aggressive and powerful. Both are equally the result of passivity and distorted aggression and of natural pathways of communications not used or understood.

In the case of suicide, for example, the self is to some extent acting out of context with the body, which still has its own will to live.

There is no implying guilt on the part of a person who takes his or her own life. In many cases, a more natural death would have ensued in any event as the result of diseases.

The desire for suicide is often the last recourse left to frightened people whose natural impulses toward action have been damned up - intensified on the one hand, and yet denied any practical expression.

Spiritually the death sentence given you is another chance at life, if you are freely able to accept life with all of its conditions and to feel its full dimensions, for that alone will rejuvenate your spiritual and physical self.

Some people might say, I have a right to die, when they are arguing the case for suicide. And while this is true, it is also true that the people on our planet need every bit of help and encouragement they can get from each person alive. In a certain sense, the energy of each individual does keep the world going, and to commit suicide is to refuse a basic, cooperative venture.

Left alone, the self and the body are so entwined that the separation would be smooth. The body would automatically follow the wishes of the inner self. In the case of suicide, for example, the self is to some extent acting out of context with the body, which still has its own will to live.

Now what about THE FATE OF SUICIDE BOMBERS/TERRORISTS?

The following Q & A account is illuminating for all who can comprehend and care to know

Question: The Muslim Fundamentalists believe that if they commit suicide in the process of murdering those who are not Muslim, they will go to heaven and receive all kinds of awards and praises. Is this true?

Answer: Everyone goes to the same "place" after physical death. All those who come to this realm are met and comforted. Those with strong belief systems may continue to carry over these beliefs into this realm, and they are confronted with truth - the truth being the highest vibration and truth that exists - LOVE.

When they are able to perceive and experience this unconditional love, compassion and acceptance, they are humbled. This is especially true in the case of suicide terrorists as they will face a very hard lesson on the other side. They realize that what they have done in committing suicide while murdering others involved huge illusions of separation demonstrated as fear, ignorance, anger, arrogance, denial, and rejection of the divine.

This isn't within the ability to create for growth and understanding; it provides GREAT opportunities for these things and all life created by God is valued. But, it is what you can consider to be of the lower vibrations, a less preferred path one could choose, and the recovery from such actions can be quite difficult. You see, when the path of least resistance and faster growth is chosen there is less baggage to eliminate and clear understanding is easier to grasp.

Those who were killed by that individual's actions receive great healing and counseling and also have the opportunity to understand themselves, their own fears, and the terrorist's feelings. Those who commit these acts of terror will receive healing and counseling, and then face their own terror with the opportunity to feel what they have done to others, until it dawns on them that all life is divine, all from the same Source - there are no favorites (and this may also apply to some of the so-called "victims"). When these terrorists genuinely apologize for their actions to those who were their targets, they are on their path of real healing. The terrorists will understand how they chose to be in separation from themselves, and others.

If their apologies are acknowledged and accepted, the healing is even more rapid and complete. However it is not mandatory or always possible for the apologies and acceptance of such apologies to occur at the same time. Eventually, a more complete healing all the way around will occur when all involved souls reach a certain point in their growth.

What is important is that each soul understands its choices and actions, and the consequences of their actions. However when the moment of enlightenment occurs, it will be a time of great celebration - a celebration of real truth with love.

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